My Heart in a Blender

First you made me feel special
then you made me feel normal
Second you made me feel beautiful
then you made me feel invisible
Third you had me convinced
then you showed your true colors

I gave you my heart, and sirius radio for your boat
you put my heart in a blender
and pressed puree

My renewed commitment

5:45 am - I woke up to do my non-aggressive tai chi exercise. Felt full oneness with my inner self .

6:15 am - I went to pour a bowl of my favorite organic all natural cereal "Kaishi Whole Grain Cage-Free Fiber Pellets" and realized I was completely out of Almond/Soy/Plankton milk. I knew I would not be able to cope with my plethora of life challenges the day presented unless I had breakfast so I used some of my roommate's Wal-mart brand cow milk. The cereal tasted fine but when I finished eating, the little bits of fiber pellet at the bottom of the bowl formed into the face of a baby cow. I am a strong believer of the supernatural and have had hundreds of experiences to prove it. I stared into the face of the baby cow for thirty minutes and suddenly the face spoke to me. It told me "I was prostituting out every animal that has ever walked mother earth whenever I drink its milk or eat its flesh. It also told me I needed to find the true truth in life. I am going to write a poem about it. After that I realized that I had become the very evil I had once vowed to fight.

7:12 am - I recommitted myself to strict vegan practices including no animal products, and nothing that is not 100% organic, cage-free, and biodegradable. I don't care what my nutritionist told me. My spiritual guide said that nature provides everything the human spirit and body needs.

7:15 am - My energy is once again balanced completely to the positive side

The Burning Tree

Why hast thou forsaken me?
You left us here
We can't live with you any longer
Human
The killer of all beauty
Why do you burn my brothers
and choke my Sisters
and cover my father in oil
and print dollar signs on my mother's face
Why do you continue to hurt
to burn
to kill

I am a TrEE BlOwInG in the wind

I am a
TrEE
BlOwInG in the
Wind

I look inside myself
I see
I see that I am a tree

A
TrEE

No one can find me
No one has time for me

I need not others

I am